simhuiqing

2008-12-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

No point explaining since you alr have a mindset!
you've alr said, i treat this friendship btwn us is a play!
wht can i say! wht can i say!
i really wna stop all this and shut up!
okay! i dnt wna talk alr!
i'm tired! th reason why i dnt wna be w you its bcos you havent really clearly break th r/s btwn you and her!
and our age gap! wht you've said in th past?
you've said tht you dnt wna be w me cos you might afraid wht people might say outside,
since you're afraid, thn let it be!
you and i knw tht you have different faces whenever you speak or handle a problem,
i'm tired alr, you've fooled me enough,
scolding me, this and tht, you've said tht you're tired being w me,
wht about me?
I JUST WNA STOP ALL THESE AND SHUT TH FCUK UP!
I'VE HAD ENOUGH!

2008-12-09T14:47:00.011+08:00

I'm hmeeeeeee! ;D
must be wondering why am i hme as my previous post was in blogged in th office right!
ha! Cos i'm sick thts why i'm hme,
went t plaza, saw HAZELLOW! ;D
Glen,Josef and Jinghui.
ate at mac, soon sammi came,
(......)

thn went outside mac w hazel,
we've talk alot of things,
its been a long time since we've chatted about things,
ha, (: Soon, i cabbed hme as my parents are like kp-ing me....
and here i am at hme.

(Pictures in th temple(: th beautiful pond.)

To someone whom you shld knw who you are :
she is sorry for making him devastated in th past,
as they dnt knw wht are they thinking,
she admitted, she really did love him as much,
is just tht she dnt wna admit cos she's afraid he would take her for granted.
she did all those cos she dnt wnt him t treat her like how he usually treat other girls in th past.
she wanted t change him,
she didn't knw tht he is willing t change bcos of her,
she's sorry, she lied t him,
actually, she was not really in love w tht guy till he gave me up.
if tht time, they knw wht they're doing and thinking th same thing,
th ending wouldn't be like this,
and, shemissedyou too,
she can't say she dnt misses him,
somethings are not as wht as he thinks,
wht she can say is, Goodluck.

2008-12-09T00:17:00.008+08:00

Sunday 07.11.2008

Went out w this guy here, w his sister, and peoples.
went t outram, waited for his cousin's friend t cut their hair,
ate at th nearby coffee shop,
i left them after eating, (sorry boy!)

Went t amk t meet precious and darling,
while waiting for them,
went t mos burger t grab a bite,
Same goes t them when they have reached,
bus-ed back t sengkang,
darling left us earlier,
met Weiming and Guowei, and bus-ed t my hme for mahjong,
soon, darling came,
mahjong-ed, till-ed 4am plus i think?
cabbed t buangkok w darling, precious and weiming,
ate, rot thr, till 6am i think?
cabbed again t precious's hse,
he changed, thn cabbed back t my place,
napped a little while,
when t th temple, pray and stuffs w parents and precious,
(Will upload th pictures soon as i'm in my office blogging, heh)
went t th amk wet market t have our breakfast,
parents left me and precious at hougang,
cabbed hme,
and napppppppppppppppppppppppeddddddddddddd,

TILLL!

TOHSINGGUI CALLED ME CAN!
call me and said"wake up.........! wake up............!"
kept on saying th same thingy.
zzzzzzzzz.
asked me t take his dog,
i did took it, but i gave it back t him due t stupid problems.
sorry boy, anyway,
went t hougang t meet xin and his friends,
headed t bugis,
waited for people t cme,
some went t buy th movie tickets,
cracked lots of jokes thr can! ha,
especially tht LESTER.
ha(: stupid joker, (:
went t pool-ed.
after tht, went t one of th coffee shop t eat.
movie-d Bolt. super funny! ;D
everybody was like freezing cold can!
ha, rot outside bugis,
soon, i went back due t some stupid problems again.
anyway, i had fun (:
Loves. (:

2008-12-07T01:05:00.003+08:00

Went out w Sandy, Shermin and Yvonne,
k-box at cine, walked around town area,
saw alot of yan daos... haas!
mrt-ed t bugis, sandy left,
bought a top and tube.
ate dinner at big bird, bus-ed t hougang,
daddy fetched me, thn hme(:
Will update pictures at Shermin's blog,
haha! Shermin, XIN KU NI LE!
ha, sorry, i lazy :x

Chatting w xxin and peacepeace at th same time.
ha, cartoon sial (:

2008-12-05T10:45:00.001+08:00

ha, realised tht thrs no sisters i can rely on,
i mean except for sandy, yvonne and hazel,
although they are not really my "sisters".
but they mean alot t me(:
i've known 3 of them for about 2 years.
had really fun memories w each of them.

Hazel, memories when we go crazy in compass point,
will be thr for each other no matter wht happens, though
both of us has confilcts btwn us.
Yvonne, being by my side when i've lost someone.
cheering me up all th time.
Sandy, zoooo. ha, and those xoxo times.

others, no. some treat you good in th beginning,
and once they have found their love or new friends,
they just smack their butt and fcuk care you.
lying is all they can do t fcuk care you.
telling you some nonsense, just t make you a stand-by friend.
GIVE UP.

2008-12-04T13:52:00.000+08:00

ha, i'm working and i'm blogging,
suddenly have th mood t blog, heh.
th next post would be th overdue post.
heh.

knowing tht you can be together w th one you love,
really hurts.
i dnt wna knw more,
i just wnt you t be by my side,
alrights?

To precious:
i know you are quite upset w me,
but, i'm sorry alright?
i promise tht i'll try t change,
give me time. i promise i will.
you are th most precious person in my life,
th one who knws me best and wht i'm thinking.
iloveyou!

{{{edited}}}

just finished working, damn shagg.
i keep doing th wrong things,
and keep giving people more and more things t do.
damn fcuked up. i really wna give up.
i really wna tell tell daddy tht i dnt wna work alr.
Whts wrong w me!
AHHHHHHH!

I WNA CRY OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-04T13:48:00.001+08:00

29.11.2008

Went t tampinies mall w weiming and sammi,

Bought heels,jackets and make-ups(:

Reached sengkang at around 8plus,

slacked at alley w sammi till 9 plus,

bus-ed hme, moses's at my place,

showered, and evrything, took cab t fetch precious,

thn t dua(:

2008-12-02T15:43:00.000+08:00

Wakakakakakakas!
Currently working and texting TOHSINGUI!
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAS!
Finally managed t contact him, ha~!
After so long, i'm veh glad tht, we still can entertain each other in a childish way,
ha, tohsinguitohsinguitohsingui.ahboyahboyahboy ;D
Wakakakakakas, loves.

2008-12-01T19:01:00.000+08:00

This would be my world without you,
filled with tears, black and white,
Just to tell you, i'm really missing you.

2008-12-01T09:20:00.000+08:00

我好好好想念宝贝，
我不希望什么，
只想看到你的笑容，
就满足了，不理我也好，
我只想看到你，因为我想你想到快要疯了。

2008-11-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

339565649,
Although we've drifted, but, i'm missing you,
we knw tht it's impossible for us t be tgt.
those words may real or fake,
but, i tell you, i do care wht you've said,
since th last message, i've been thinking of you and doing things in a blur,
i'm not lying, i really hope, i can get you back by my side,
i wnt you t take care of me like th past,
we've had fun, i dnt knw whts th diff btwn me and my past,
i just wna knw, thts all,
alrights, imy.

i miss:9426946,247664,77823,hazel,jolene AND "MY-PAST-YUKY-TAY".

2008-11-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

Woke up at around 3plus,
went t have dinner at around 6 or 7 plus,
w mum, dad, 2nd uncle and auntie, grandmother, huixin and huiqi.
after dinner, went t huixin's hse,
and i saw this cute little dog named "girlgirl" ;DDDD

WAKAKAKAKAKAS! CUTE RIGHT~!

went back t sengkang, happen t stop at compass point outside.
as my dad went t do smth,

i took this picture cos, i've been staring at this for quite some time,
as i was thinking,
these past few years tht i've been hanging out in compass point,
i've seen and learn alot of things,
those times when i've helped out in aunty's booth,
those times when those break dancers in th alley,
those times when after schl went thr t slack and fool around w hazel and friends,
those times when people has problems,
and alotalot of things, some i missed them,
some, i just wna delete away from my memory.
hais, things and people change fast,

I dnt wna be tht old SimHuiQing anymore,
when people dnt even need me,
they just fcuk care me.
when they need me,
por me like dog,
when i need people t be thr for me,
people find excuses and fuck care me,
when people need me,
i rush thr,
people attract attention, give attitude, 2 headed snake,
nobody says anything,
i attract attention, give attitude, 2 headed snake,
which i did at times,
people fcuk me up side down,
i shut up, they continue,
they can fcuk me up side down,
but i cannot.
see, all these stupid things happen t me,
FCUK THOSE LIFE!

2008-11-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

Saturday 22.11.2008

Went t th Singapore zoo w SANYWONGGG! ;D
Longlong time didnt meet her, we missed each other, ;DDDDDD
And here goes th MANYMANY photos(:

In th bus, on th way t th zooo(:

Was lining up for th tickets,
and th queue was like damn long lo! ;D

The MAP! ;D its like OMG la. we're in Singapore and we're looking at th map! zzzzz.

This thingy scare SANY WONG CANNNN! HAAAS! I SCARE HER USING THIS HIPPO! ;DDDD

While watching th seal's show. (which i forget whts th name. heh.)

The CROCODILEEEEE.

The WHITE TIGER which ate up th MALAY GUY. HEH.

The Hippo. Sleeping btw.

The Warthog.

The POLAR BEARRRRR! ;DDDDDD

The Rhino.

After having ICE-LEMON-TEA in Ahmeng's Restaurant, Their Ice-lemon-tea POWER!!! ;D

Zebraaaaaa.

The cuteeeeee ARTHUR! WAKAKAKAKAKAS.

LIONNNN. RAHHHHHHH!

In th "RESTING" room.

The dnt knw wht tortise.

On th way back t AMK HUB bus~

Still got alot! But i lazy. ha,

Reached AMK hub, shop-ed a litte,
took 86 t compass.
met Alvin, Hongkiat, Daryn AND MY DEAR YVONNNNEEE~!
HAHA. FCUK MISS HER.
Had our dinner thr, went t 260 t slack,

Cab-ed hme, sinkokwee's at my hse. bathe and everything,
went sindua w dad and guangwei.
thn hme. (:

2008-11-21T13:55:00.000+08:00

i'm damn fucking bored now,
as both bosses are not here,
aunty didn't cme tday,
i've done wht i need t do,
i'm only w th LAOKUKU. ZZZZZ.
PEOPLE HATES HIM.
ilovemy job and surroundings here.
uncle heng, uncle kun and co. (:
iloveit!
relationship btwn me and my dad are getting much more closer thn th past.
and i'm getting happier each and everyday(:
will upload photos soon alrights.
next photos is about my OFFICE! ;D
alrights, BYE! LOVES.

i don't love you.

2008-11-17T02:44:00.000+08:00

Ton-ed these two days w, BAOBEH, PRECIOUS, DARLING, BEST FRIEND and FRIEND.
First day, play-ed mahjong, went t buangkok and eat,
Second day, play-ed mahjong, went t 303 and eat,
;DDDDDDDDDDDD
Found these photos in BAOBEH'S handphone(:

See wht these 3kukus have done in Buangkok mrt station.

i had fun w them anyway, (:

i'm not sure whether my feelings for you are real,

2008-11-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

Tday is big boss's b'day! ;D

Work.Work.Work till around 5plus t 6pm like tht,
went t Jurong Point w aunt shirley(:
She bought me a $179.90 Levis's jeans!
iloveher too th maxxxx cannnn! ;D
but, smth, rather stupid happened,
i wanted t buy eye drops for my eyes, as my contact lens are rather painful,
i thought it's just dirty,
but after checking at th optical shop,
my lens is torn, so i threw it away and went t another optical shop t buy a new lens,
till when i've done 3 checkings on my right eye,
i have a cut on my eye, it's just like my skin kena cut like tht,
it can't be seen la, they use th dnt knw wht t check lo,
thn th lady ask me t go see th doctor,
but specialist dnt open till tht late,
so decided t buy th "special" eyedrop lo,
my eyes must stay away from dust and my hair!(my fringe la(:)
neither can't i rub it too, t prevent infection,
if not, i might go blind,
SIMHUIQING IS WEARING SPECTACLES CANNNNNN!
SHE HAS TO WEAR IT FOR A WEEK!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER DUPER UGLY CANNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
hmmmmmmm, thn i got scolded my aunt shirley,
she said why didn't i take good care of myself,
and thr she goes nagging at me,
but still, iloveher(:

Not trusting you is th right thing,
stop contacting girls?
stop sms-ing girls?
will wait for my forgive?
BULLSHIT! FUCKOFF.

2008-11-09T21:14:00.000+08:00

08 November
Went t Hougang mall w, Weiming, Guangwei, Guowei, Felix, Ronald(thin) (:
had our dinner thr, thn walk walk.
on th way back t sengkang, fought w felix in bus.
damn fucking obscene. zzzzzzzzzz.
went t guowei's hse after tht,
ronald left and marvin came,
they play-ed mahjong,
left me and weiming,
So we went t plaza makan macdonalds.
saw Junjie, talk cock, raped weiming,
thn walk back t guowei's hse t take my ear piece from Guangwei,
by thn, they have alr play-ed finish their mahjong.
weiming, guangwei, went t my hse while seperated w th rest,
marvin came along, cabbed t nearby his hse thn mine(:

After bathe, parents called t have supper,
so we went t amk t eat porridge. (:
went back hme, play-ed mahjong w mother, weiming and guangwei.
won $7 i think.
it was 5plus am by thn, play-ed neopets, ;DDDDDDDD
talk cock in my room,
we're like laughing so loudly can!
(inside joke.)
slept a while, and off t lady's boss hse warming(:
food was spreading and th hse is simple and beautiful(:

2008-11-09T13:15:00.000+08:00

Yoxzxzsxzxzx!
i'm currently at my Lady boss's hse,
as it's her hse warming tday(:
i'm w my daddyyyy!;D
tmr is another working day,
hmmmmm,
i kinda missed those working days,
anyway, i love my family, job, and precious(s) (:
will post again.
loves.

2008-11-08T17:58:00.001+08:00

lalalalalalalas~
here i am posting yo! ;D
over due pictureszxsxzs.

XINKOKWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! ;D

has been wroking for th past 2days, and im happy w it,
im veh satisfied w my life right now,
i dnt need more, (:
will post if im free again alright! ;D

sorry, i still refuse t believe in you,
is just tht those words and actions are just too,
obvious tht its fake,
alrights.

2008-11-03T02:00:00.000+08:00

Went t my grandfather's younger brother's eldest daughter's wedding dinner tday, i meant, ystd. as its 0159 now.
Its a veh beautiful place(:
Guess who i saw thr! SIJUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!! ;D
SURPRISED RIGHT! HE IS WORKING THE CAN~! ;D
anyway, here are pictures w my brother.

And there was indian dancing toos, as she is married to an indian-chinese guy,(QUITE HANDSOME THOUGH;D)

And there goes everybody dancing(:

And the standard cheers, YAAAAAAMMMMMMMMSSEEEEEENNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

And last but not least, my ZIIILIAAAAAAAANNNNNNN! ;D

Everyone had alot of funnnnn! ;D

you shld knw wht you've done,
no point asking me,
why asking me when you knw wht you've done?
continue w others and stop thinking tht nobody will
ever spoil your plan.

2008-11-02T19:05:00.000+08:00

Has been tonning and mahjong-ing these two days at my hse w GuangWei, Felix, Weiming, Yaoxian & Moses.
loves.

What is done,is done,
thrs nothing i can do,
cheat, lies, those words,
those actions,
all fake fake fake,
so, whts th point of telling you th truth?
does it matter?
just, continue of wht you're doing and leave me alone,

2008-10-31T16:05:00.000+08:00

OVEROVEROVEROVERDUE PICTURES.

i wanna be a girl who has a simple life will do,
no point mixing friends whom i trust which dnt give a damn t me,
i wanna stay strong, i dnt wna be tht old SIMHUIQING anymore,
Parents are th most important people in my life.
i dnt wna stay out late, i have t change this habit,
i need t study veh hard for Ns,
i really wna change, i really do.

Will be working from next Thursday onwards,
its gonna be damn busy,
will update my blog if possible,

2008-10-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

went to compass to meet yuky and jingfu(:
caught up w guangwei they all,
thn follow them go watch movie,
I PANGSEH MY PRECIOUS SISTER! *SORRY DEAR!
thn we went t tampinies mall,
watch Max Payne AGAIN!
after th movie, bus-ed back t sengkang,
ate at vari nice,
parents came,
HOME.HOME.HOME. (:

2008-10-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

went to pasir ris park ystd w 2I(:
ILOVE2I;D

WILL UPLOAD SOON, AS I'VE JUST DELETED MY PREVIOUS LINK.
SO,I'M KINDA LAZY REUPLOAD TH PICTURES AGAIN,
BUT I PROMISE, I WILL. CHAOS! ;D